nikkelitous

How I feel.

2004-08-22T16:44:35Z

"Music I heard with you was more than music, and bread I broke with you was more than bread. Now that I am without you, all is desolate; all that was once so beautiful is dead."
-Conrad Aiken

Whoops.

2004-08-11T13:15:55Z

Heya. Problems have arisen. I've been offline for the past few days because my laptop went caput. Anyway, I don't know for sure when I'll actually be back (This is just a temporary fix so I can fill everyone in). I hope it's within the next couple of days. The part that broke on my laptop isn't very easy to find, I'm probably going to end up making my own.

Anyway, I'll keep you all updated on this, if I can.

Bah!

2004-08-03T06:58:35Z

Welcome to my life. Since you are reading, you probably already know that today, the universe drop kicked me for a 200 yard field goal (Or something like that, as I don't watch football, I can't be sure that is in any way accurate). I feel horrible and thats the least of the problems for now. I have to deal with a situation that my subconscious mind warned me about but I fell deep into. My mind has warned me away from girls before, and every time I regretted it. I would probably have regretted this one too if I had left, so who knows. But I plodded along. And the universe slapped me with a 2x4. It turns out that Erin, the girl I love, has been lying to me for quite a while. It's not what she lied about, because those are all trivial things that really have no meaning at all, but rather the fact that she DID lie to me. That hurts. I still love her and hope we get through this. If we do, then I don't know. If we don't, then I'm probably going to lay low for a while. Of course, it seems like I only find girls when I lay low, so I don't know whats going to happen. But I fell really bad. Ill even. And I'm going to do my second day of no sleeping, most likely.

Ali: Thanks for your help.

Too many things.

2004-07-28T03:13:55Z

Well now, this is a suprise, someone actually reads my journal. So, Ali, this update is for you.

Now, I have been really busy lately. I've finished my move to Utah. I had to sit on a bus for nearly an entire day. Then I immediately caught a cold, so I was sore for about 4 days. It hurt to do anything. But that went away.

I got the stitches removed by my new doctor. He is trying to get me to go back on anti-depressants. I refuse to do that, I'm not depressed. I'm happy and fine.

I'm sharing a room with my brother, but that wont last too long. We are going to be moving into a new house as soon as it's finished. Which is sometime in september.

Last week, after I had been here for 2 days, a friend had called me up randomly for some relationship advkice. Now, those that know me, would tell you that while I don't get into a lot of relationships, my advice is top notch. Suprisingly, he lives about 10 minutes from my current house so we went and hung out for a bit as I helped him.

We went to the arcade where there was a cute girl working. I would have flirted, but I had my friend there with his girl problems and I didn't think it was a good idea. I had planned to go back and flirt the next week, but that is today and I'd rather talk with Ali than flirt with a stranger.

My net has been off for about 4 or 5 days. Mainly because of a few different problems which I HOPE are now fixed. If not, then I might have a bit more work to do. I'm glad to be back and would like to say that I've missed all of you. A certain few more than any other.

Adieu.

OUCH!

2004-07-16T16:42:52Z

OUCH! Some not too good things happened today. It's a long story involving a vase, my dad, my head, 5 stitches, the police, and a felony charge that basically leaves me alone in the house. I'll explain all about it at another time.

The move up to Utah has been moved up to today. Mostly because of the situation that I'll explain at another time.

Ahh well, I guess thats it for today.

nikkelitous @ 2004-06-27T18:01:00

2004-06-28T01:02:52Z

I took a bunch of quizes so am posting them.

Power Rangers Movie!

What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.

What kind of kiss are you?
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ROMANTIC ONE. The really most most most important
for you is that she/he is romantic. You love it
to get love letters, red roses and be in a
romantic atmosphere. He/She must make you think
that you are the most beautiful of all. When
he/she is romantic she/he has you got in his
hands. When he/she tells you all that he/she
feels for you ,you are devoted to him/her. At
this point you are easy to be tempt. Your heart
is soft and pure and you would never cheat as
long as you love your partner. But if he cheats
you, you are not hiding your feelings and show
how much she/he hurt you because you trusted in
him/her and never thought he/she could do this
to you.PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you
think about my quiz, I worked hard on it.You
can always message me or tell me how I can
improve that quiz. Ill sure write back.

~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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Your Heart is Red

What Color is Your Heart?
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You are Xuan Wu!

Mythological background: Because the turtle has a
thick, solid shell that serves as protection -
this animal is associated with stability. You
enjoy intellectual pursuits.
Also, in Feng Shui (the Chinese myths behind
choosing a house), the black turtle's solidity
is used to protect from cold northern winds.

Which Chinese Mythological Being Are You?
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You're a Caramel!! You are known for your
sweetness. You are comfortable with yourself,
and help others feel the same way about
themselves. You are generally friendly to
everyone, and believe in second chances.

Which kind of candy are you?
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Morpheus

?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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You're a Speak & Spell!! You nerd, you. Just
because you were disguised as a toy doesn't
mean you weren't educational, you sneaky
bastard.

What childhood toy from the 80s are you?
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Another pointless post

2004-06-24T03:14:54Z

This is just another pointless post. Seeing as everyone loves them. Just jabbering. Anyway, have a nice day.

Well...

2004-06-19T03:50:26Z

Well, I'm sitting around being bored and I just set up this brand new program so I figured I should probably go ahead and actually write in my journal. I don't know why you might be interested but here I am. I guess I should fill everyone in. I'm 20 years old. I live in Tucson Arizona although I'm moving back to Utah soon. I'm a college student majoring in English. I'm learning Japanese and intend to teach English in Japan for a few years before doing corporate translation work. I'm taking my first summer off in the history. Well, I think that's going to be all for the day.

Heya.

2004-05-17T05:40:19Z

Hello, this is my new Journal. I'm going to post here fairly often, seeing as I already have friends here, they ought to bug me whenever I slow my posting. So, this is me, and heya.